PHP CODES

AHHHHHHHH!

I need to vent out my frustration & worries right now.

I am struggling right here, with the crazy php codes.

Heard that, PHP CODES!!!!!

In case, you are wondering what PHP codes are ;

let me tell you, it's a type of progamming language similar to that of JAVA, PYTHON. just that it a bit related to html web pages.

Dont learn it. Its freak you out.

Heyy:

I am really tired of putting in my efforts to change the way how thing are now. Whereas, all these doesn't matters to you at all.I feel like a sillyy fool,you kidda know? I am naive, to even think that it's might works when it is not going to help at all. Can't you at least show me some reactions or just tell me what's on your mind? Tell me, please don't keep everything to yourself anymore (:

Are you a normal human-being who have his own feelings & emotions?
I know there must be some reasons behind the fake external self that you are showing everyone. I am willing to listen, really.

God know, I am reallyy dead-beat.

that's me.

I found this for my horoscope today at yahoo.

"Remain high-spirited even in the face of adversity. When you give in to the darkness it's harder to find the light. You are the master of your own destiny, so start acting like it. "

Somehow, I am starting to regret what I have done ytd midnight.
I shouldn't have make that decision ):
you see, I am always like that making decision without having any careful thoughts before that.
I seriously regret. why should I dwell so much on this when it's have already happens?
Now then I truely understood what the term " silly" mean by?

take my love & never break it.

HAPPY 18th birthday to me!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

Ohh, what a nice & beautiful cake!
looking at the cake and blowing off the candle, I made a wish,my 18th years old wish.

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I wish...>>>peace to be always on earth,whereby there are no more nature disasters and man-kind disaster.
people get to enjoy life happily ever after.

I wish for... SHH* cant tell anyone about it (:
even if i know it's wont come true in real life. shall let it be, as it's meant to be just a wish.

At this very moment, I thought of you <3

By the way, I wanna express my gratitude to everyone who wished me happy brdae. Thanks for the wishes(:
I am really very happy to receive everyone's love!! HAHA~

Apart from that, I am really glad to be declared offically a 18 years old girl. I hope to really grow up as a mature & responsible individual.I shall reallyy work hard toward my dream!

ps.dont treat me as a little girl anymore although i am still not that old enough to be declared as a women.

URGH!

just some random pictures taken ytd.
my body tend to be relatively weak these few days.
This happen just ytd when I start to have really bad headache follow by gastric pain which actually stop me from working.It's was so serious that I have to CALL STOP and went home after 2 & 1/2 hr of work. >.<>

a story by yongpyong.

Ha. I will be going to ST for interview today.
This is my decision for e day.

call me crazy, but at least i am going to try.


I feeeeeel very tired these days, lacking of sleep.
I should find more time to sleep so that i be more alert during classes.

My mind is in a total mess these days.
Currently, my mind is going through a lot of stuffs and thoughts filled up my entire brain.
I cant concentrate as that well during classes & work.

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She is so silly, to think of trying her best to fit into a shirt that doesnt suit her at all.
The shirt need a owner that suit it better than she do.
But, the owner cant give up a shirt so easily. As, she reallyy love that shirt very much.
So, what should she do?
so..........

She decided to give up now, in hope for better shirt that will suit her nicely.

although it doesn't seem long..

11 days have passed.